precision over comfort
At some point, you stopped asking when and started saying someday — not because you were confused, but because waiting was easier than choosing.
You saw exactly where your life was narrowing. The moment it became repetitive. Predictable. Smaller than your capacity. And you told yourself you would move — just not yet.
But here is what clarity does when it is not followed by movement: it turns into an alibi. A story you tell yourself to explain why you are still standing in the same place.
You didn’t stop moving because you lacked clarity. You stopped because you trusted the people who told you the problem was you.
The Seer sees the wound you ignore — the one you use to justify not moving.
This mirror does not ask what happened to you.
It asks one precise question:
What are you waiting for — and who benefits from your delay?
waiting loses innocence
You didn’t remain where you are by accident. You remained because staying was rewarded: stability, familiarity, a life that required no rupture.
Every time you felt the impulse to move, something asked you to be reasonable — to wait for a better moment, to gather more certainty, to not disrupt what already existed.
Not because you were weak — but because you were trained to value continuity over truth.
point of no return
POINT OF NO RETURN
Stand.
Feel your weight.
Make one movement forward
that you cannot undo.
Not symbolic.
Not careful.
When you stop —
do not step back.
This is not aggression.
This is not courage.
This is refusal.
You are no longer waiting.
say it raw
Do not explain. Do not be wise. Do not clean this up.
Write exactly what pushed you here.
What you are done tolerating.
What you are closing.
Who you are no longer listening to.
It can be ugly. It can be angry. It can be stupid.
fuck this · fuck you · fuck all of it counts.
This is not a manifesto. This is a discharge.
You don’t get this back.
Finish with one sentence:
“I am no longer available for ______.”
Waiting is a choice.
And I am done pretending it is neutral.
Sit with what you just did. Don’t negotiate it.
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