Tag facing the darkness

What’s not working:
I feel like I’m trying so hard and still going in circles.
There’s a sense that I’m doing everything I’m “supposed” to do… and yet nothing truly lands.
I don’t feel like I’m in my life—I feel like I’m managing it from the outside.

You’ve done all the inner work.
You understand your patterns.
But you’re still tired. Still anxious. Still stuck.

There is a kind of hurt that becomes furniture in the room.
You stop noticing it. But it shapes everything.

She always says yes.
She always smiles.
She always shows up.
And slowly, she disappears.